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Created on 2006-06-29 18:58:03 (#10560215), last updated 2006-08-26
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| Name: | douche |
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| Location: | Shawnee Mission, Kansas, United States |
This is some of the most amazing writing I have read in my life. It describes me completely
I'm something like a rubix cube. Or a puzzle. Or well, anything metaphorical along those lines.
I like to watch people, observe, if you will. I have my moments though when I will blurt out random observations and thoughts, and be on the weird side. I tend to go on about random things, ramble, and rant when I need to.
I'm quiet and shy, and I don't say much upon meeting someone for the first time. People think I'm snobby because of it, which is a real shame. Because you couldn't be more wrong.
But if you end up sticking around long enough to really get to know me, I will love you forever.
(Obviously, I don't believe in first impressions.)
As shy as I am sometimes, don't let that fool ya. I'm as outgoing and as crazy as they come when it comes to other things. :3 Get to know me, and I bet you won't be able to shut me up.
My parents like to refer to me as the "rebel" child. It's part of my stubborn side, I don't like to be told what to do. I go against the grain. I'm sarcastic. I get loud when I need to be heard and I have a short temper at times.
I've been told I'm too nice for my own good sometimes.
I'm usually down for anything,
I'm stubborn, open, eccentric, impatient, indecisive, and annoyingly perfectionistic at times. I worry a lot, I don't trust easily and with reason. I can be vindictive if you get on my bad side. I'm usually a very well mannered boy, but if you cross the line I will tell you off.
I love and I hate, sometimes with equal fury toward the same target, and I can be quite difficult to get close to at times.
I am always open to the idea of meeting new people and making new friends most of the time. Just don't expect me to tell you my secrets and indepth thoughts, until I trust you. Trust does not come easily with me.
I don't like liars, cheaters, seducers, or back-stabbers. If you dislike me... don't convince me otherwise.
music. I'm not impressed by your flat stomach or who you're friends with... None of that makes you who you are, it's all disposable in the end.
But your open minded personality, does impress me. As does generosity, patience, and understanding. Your honesty in all things, your ambition for whatever you love doing.
I seek truth, ambition, sincerity, loyalty.
I'm still a little kid at heart; I get excited when I hear the ice cream truck down the street and I make the odd blanket fort now and again. Albeit, I am also probably more mature than most people my age, contradictively enough. I've been told I have an "old soul", and I act older than I am sometimes.
I never turn down someone that needs help...
I blush a lot, especially if you say something sweet to me unexpected. But oddly enough I won't blush or bat an eyelash if you are talking about something crude and vulgar, I suppose I'm weird like that. I'm a hopeless romantic, I appreciate the smaller and more thoughtful things rather then the big gestures that require a lot of money. Sometimes I can't sit still and I end up fidgeting a lot, I think I might have ADD honestly. I get amused easily; shiny things intrigue me. XD
I have a geeky side; I play a lot of computer games/video games and spend a fair amount of time on the internet. Nothing better than playing The Sims until 3 in the morning.
If you haven't figured it out yet, yes, I am a certified dork. It's one of my many nicknames.
I draw, take pictures, and write. But be it paint, words, or images; I don't really share much of it with anyone, it's all comprised of my most inner secret thoughts and expressions.
I like expanding my mind; waste not, want not as the saying goes.
I know who I am, and who I am not. I am confident, but not cocky.
Of course there is a lot more to me than a few paragraphs is able to get across to you. I have more layers, than you can imagine. (But that's usually true for most people. One can hope anyways.) Consider yourself lucky if I let you know the real me.
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